Maternamissiomajesticamayhem — table of contents

the contents of
Mothers, Missionaries, Majesty, Mayhem

 

So Exalted
 
How would you say your childbirth experience
compares to those described in classic Russian literature?

Even Eden
 
Speaking gently every morning,
smoothing out my sleep-warm back

How to Sleep in an Airport
 
First, find the room
called by many names

Baptism Day in Bom Pastor
 
The water in the font, left over
from some forgotten baptism

Easter
 
palm leaves scattered
tasted sacred dinner

Pomegranate Season
 
I crack sorrow open.
Yellow pulp burrows under my thumb nail

The Marvelous Work
 
The winter-white Wasatch range reflected
in the great glass façade of the humanities building

Pilgrimage along Montparnasse
 
Long before my conversion:
I enjoy café au lait at the Rotunde

God Remembered Maria
 
Listen, God:   I am not Abraham.
I do not want a world-full of children

Brother
 
From childhood’s eve I have not been
As others were

What He Saw in the Stone
 
Imagine the stone’s a crystal.
Imagine he sees his dead cat Missy

Fasting, Always Imperfect
 
While I was fasting (tense: imperfect-ly)
I realized that I was about to break

Yanking the Veil
 
God’s hand slices through the
sweaty summer air

Schoolyard Confessional
 
Do you see this scar on my upper lip?
A dog bit me at the park when I was four

Sin
 
I saw a spider in the temple today,
a black speck on white stone

A New Creature
 
I have been thinking about the tenderness
of scavengers, about the vulture’s flat, gentle feet

Glue Sniffers at the Cathedral
 
The red brick Cathedral
loomed in the Center of Paulista

Living Water
 
When the contractions begin in earnest, Mary
is finally able to cry the tears that have not come

Mouthfuls of Yaya
 
Four missionaries sat in the dim chapel
of a Mormon church in Ravenna, Italy

This Is Not a Sad Story
 
Grandma said
write the wailing baby